"but as Koch admits, every now and then we get a shock when the reality sinks in. I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night knowing I was going to die: not right there and then, but someday. . . . Just the gut realization that my life was going to end, sooner or later

"but as Koch admits, every now and then we get a shock when the reality sinks in.  I suddenly woke up in the middle of the night knowing I was going to die: not right there and then, but someday. . . . Just the gut realization that my life was going to end, sooner or later