SAUDADE

 "Saudade" is a Portuguese word that captures a deep, nostalgic longing or yearning for something or someone that one loves but is now absent or lost. It’s often described as a mix of melancholy, love, and nostalgia, tied with a sense of incompleteness and the awareness that what’s missing may never return. This feeling is profoundly rooted in Portuguese and Brazilian culture, where it’s celebrated in music, literature, and art.

Saudade is especially notable in fado music, a genre deeply expressive of this longing. It can apply to people, places, periods, or experiences—anything that left a meaningful imprint and now evokes a bittersweet remembrance. This term is uniquely nuanced and difficult to translate fully into English, embodying a kind of beautiful sorrow that is both personal and universal.

SMALL TOWN BIG HELL

A hero is one who knows how to hang on one minute longer." - Novalis

TB

 COVID-19 is no longer the world's deadliest infectious disease. Tuberculosis (TB) has reclaimed the position, as it accounted for around 1.25 million deaths in 2023, compared to COVID-19's 320,000 deaths that year.

We gain the strength of the temptation we resist." - Ralph Waldo Emerson

SN TV LAST NIGHT AT TEMPORA BEACH

 

1. “Sometimes, it’s hard to know if the future we see is a curse or a warning.” – This line encapsulates Alex's struggle as he questions whether his disturbing visions are meant to warn him or torment him with inevitabilities.

2. “I used to believe in coincidence. Now, I’m starting to believe in fate.” – This line reflects Alex's shift in perspective as he delves deeper into the mysteries around him, increasingly convinced that forces beyond his control shape his destiny.

3. “The people we trust often wear the most convincing masks.” – Alex’s realization about Leo, a seemingly friendly neighbor with a sinister past, highlights the series’ focus on betrayal and hidden identities.

4. “Some things are better left in the dark.” – A nod to Alex’s internal struggle with whether he should pursue the truth behind his visions or remain in blissful ignorance.

These lines emphasize the show's tension between fate and free will, the dark nature of trust, and the haunting burden of precognitive visions​

MADE PEACE WTH GON X LKT BGA RWN

ALL LIVING BEINGS ARE MERELY DISSOCIATED MENTAL COMPLEXES OF THE UNIVERSAL MIND BRHMN

CATEGORY MISTAKE- SQUARE RROT OF AN ORANGE

JPNESE IDEA Datsuzoku, or “breaking free from routine”,

Do what you love, and you’ll never work a day.

GUPTA KUHU O MANDAL

Build pockets of stillness into your life NONDUAL SILENCE

MILLMANN “Expect anything worthwhile to take a long time.”

JANE HIRSCHFIELD So few grains of happiness measured against all the dark and still the scales balance.

Delight in the age-salted man on the street corner waiting for the light to change, his age-salted dog beside him, each inclined toward the other with the angular subtlety of absolute devotion.

Delight in the snail taking an afternoon to traverse the abyssal crack in the sidewalk for the sake of pasturing on a single blade of grass.

Delight in the tiny new leaf, so shy and so shamelessly lush, unfurling from the crooked stem of the parched geranium.

Joy is not a function of a life free of friction and frustration, but a function of focus — an inner elevation by the fulcrum of choice

Viktor Frankl “yes to life, in spite of everything!”

Unself. Nothing is more tedious than self-concern — the antipode of wonder.

VARISUE - NTS ARE DRAWING IN

MOST STOLEN FOOD IN WORLD IS CHEESE

BG3 KARMA YOG

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EEMOCRTS VS ARE PRO JRISH ANTI VK ANTI JINDE

HBN VK IS GOX NEWS VS

PDA PRNT EOL SPECTRUM X FTHR DAYS MTR MONTHS

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doconut poreo

SSPA. Clay pot gold necklace.

Karya Karana Adhistan. Ground of Being. Brahman

Asangatyam Prashanti. Detachment causes Peace. Sushupti causes Peace

BXM is just upadhi adjunct to Witcon Awareness

St Francis. BXM. Brother Bss

I am the Witcon Awareness illuminating the mind which of is upset

Strongest bond. Roth’s bond. Mother baby bond. When mother sleeps. Asangya. Non stick.

Schrodinger. One Mind. Same as Brahman

Inter being. All biolife is entangled

RS. Non local consciousness. Wi fit for thoughts

BK. We are all blossoms in the tree of life of GON

HSE CRSS 194.7 OUT, 153K FRUMR, 40K TO GO, AD PB BRKN, 40K OVRSPNT

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The Maratha invasions of Bengal (1742–1751), also known as the Maratha expeditions in Bengal, were the frequent invasions by the Maratha forces in the Bengal Subah (Bengal, Bihar, parts of modern Orissa), after their successful campaign in the Carnatic region at the Battle of Trichinopoly. The leader of the expeditions was Raghoji Bhonsle of Nagpur.^[3] The Marathas invaded Bengal five times from April 1742 to March 1751,^[4] which caused widespread economic losses in the Bengal Subah

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DTR RWN EX RM GHST?

POST MH TRAUMA X DMHC

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Sometimes the inner work can feel slow, but here are some common ways your nervous system might be telling you it’s healing:

Better sleep - you may notice you’re falling asleep more easily and waking up feeling rested. when your nervous system is more regulated, it can maintain healthier sleep patterns.

Excitement & motivation - as your nervous system heals, you may start feeling more hopeful and excited about your goals and the future. that sense of “coming alive” again is your system shifting from survival mode to thriving mode, allowing you to reconnect with your passions and desires.

Improved digestion - when your body feels safe, digestion improves. if you’re experiencing less bloating, better digestion, or fewer gut issues, it’s a clear sign your system is calming down.

Steadier energy levels - rather than cycling through highs and crashes, you’re feeling more sustained, even energy throughout the day. this is your body learning to find balance again.

More resilience to stress - things that once triggered you may now feel less overwhelming. this means your nervous system is learning how to handle stress more effectively, giving you the space to respond instead of react.

Deeper breath - when your nervous system is healing, your breath becomes fuller and deeper without you having to think about it.

Better immune system - your body might get sick less often or recover more quickly. when the nervous system is healing, it helps regulate immune function, reducing inflammation and allowing the body to protect itself more efficiently.

More stable emotions - you might notice you have more regulation over your emotions, and you experience fewer emotional highs and lows, feeling calmer and more centered.

Clearer thinking - as your nervous system heals, brain fog tends to lift, and you may experience sharper focus and clearer thinking.

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No matter how much you revisit the past there's nothing new to see." ~ Robert Tew

MINIMALST CATH X SERIAL HOT WATER JUG IN SMALL BUCKET

PEER INSTINCT

Taking a few moments to stop and look at something in the natural environment is enough to make people happier, research finds.

TABU TABUN BABLU BIPLAB SYNDROME X T2B2 SYNDROME X HATUR BOYSHI SYNDROME

“Nature is the ultimate computational machine X CXN SOUP

STOICISM X PUT OTHERS FIRST X THERE IS ANOTHER WAY X TK IT STEP BY STEP X DISCARD YR ANXTY

 WELL BEGUN IS 1/2 DONE 

BE STRICT WITH YRSELF 

DONT RESENT OTHERS 

ASK YRSELF- IS THIS ESSENTIAL 

AMOR FATI 

BE GOOD DO GOOD 

MEMENTO MORI - DTH INEVITABLE 

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Instead of being ashamed of what you've been through, be proud of what you have overcome!" ~ Dr. Phil

KOKURA'S LUCK

PLAYING IN THE UNCERTAINTY

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"Playing in the uncertainty" means embracing the unknown and approaching unpredictable situations with flexibility and curiosity. Rather than avoiding or trying to control uncertain outcomes, it involves engaging with them as opportunities for exploration, growth, and creativity. This mindset can lead to innovation, as it opens you to new ideas and solutions that might not be obvious in a more controlled environment. It’s about being adaptable and willing to experiment, even if you’re not sure what the outcome will be

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A “I Don’t Think You’re in Your Body”

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SS

t is one thing to be conscious.

It is another thing to be aware that you are conscious.

There is an added depth to your experiencing.

Feel it now.

Instead of just reading this message.

Be aware that you are reading this message.

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Just start bringing that simple noticing into your experience whenever you remember to.

Having this experience is effortless. It is happening by itself.

Now, be aware that this experience is happening.

Feel the presence of that.

Feel the aliveness of that.

Just through this simple awareness, the spiritual dimension will begin to permeate the material dimension

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5 REASONS WE EAT - SUSTAIN X PLSR X CALM SOOTHE STRESS X CHILDHOOD HABIT X PSYCHOL PROTECTION

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After 9/11, sales of unhealthy snack foods soared, too, as they did during the pandemic. It’s also true for personal disasters. For men, if you lose your job, your chances of adding 10 percent or more of your body weight shoot up

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The Death and Rebirth of Satiety

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You’re not here to be free; you’re here to eat.

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GRF X PERSONAL DECIDUOUSNESS

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Nature’s cycles remind us of our own. In grief, we often go through a personal deciduousness. Just as trees drop their leaves to conserve energy, we experience periods of shedding and slowing down. It can feel like an ending, but this process allows for rest and repair until spring returns.

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LBP - spending as little as 40 minutes less time sitting improved back pain,

BROKEN X BEATEN

OWN PRNTS FRIAL DTHING

PDA PRNTS SITN CRSS - MTHR DOMA, FTHR DTH

HS EXTN CRSS X LVNH HLL X OVRSPNT CRSS

The world wants you to be typical. Don’t let it happen.

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When my atheist engineer grandfather died, my atheist engineer grandmother leaned over the body in the hospice bed that had contained half a century of shared life and love, cradled the cranium in which his stubborn and sensitive mind had dwelt, and whispered into the halogen-lit ether:

“Where did you go, my darling?”

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DTH

Whatever our beliefs, these sensemaking playthings of the mind, when the moment of material undoing comes, we — creatures of moment and matter — simply cannot fathom how something as exquisite as the universe of thought and feeling inside us can vanish into nothingness.

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DALI - I M GOING TO BE A GENIUS

OWN RN MATTERS

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NO FATE NO GD JUST US

BROKEN NOT HOPELESS

MOSTLY BERRIES MOTHING AMAZING X As and Bs

“You have to accept defeat in order to be free from it”. - Bruce Lee.

KUNDALINI X SERPENT POWER RD BK x ultra instinct x avatar state

SAHO X PHOSH X BAGH NARAYAN SRK SPECTRUM OF TOLERANCE

KAPREKAR CONSTANT 6174

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6174

Kaprekar constant, or 6174, is a constant that arises when we take a 4-digit integer, form the largest and smallest numbers from its digits, and then subtract these two numbers.#

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HKHR X AVOID 2ND ARROW X IMPROVE RN TO WORLD

BRAHMAGYAN X MANUSH NOROM HOYE JAI X SEDDHA HOLE X SRK

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DTH

Even Walt Whitman, who could hold such multitudes of contradiction, could not grasp the void. “I will make poems of my body and of mortality,” he vowed as a young man as he reverenced our shared materiality in his timeless declamation that “every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you.” It was easy, from the shimmering platform of his prime, to look forward to becoming “the uncut hair of graves” upon returning his own atoms to the grassy ground one day.

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But then, when that day loomed near as he grew old and infirm, “the poet of the body and the poet of the soul” suddenly could not fathom the total disbanding of his atomic selfhood, suddenly came to “laugh at what you call dissolution.”

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PANENTHEISM X RIVER X WATER X GOD

SHIV BHAVE JIV SEWA > SHIVA GYANE JIV SEWA

BHAGWAT BHAKTA BHAGAWAN

DREAM BUT BETTER DREAMS - SWVVKA

I LV HUMANITY BUT CANT STAND HUMAN BEINGS

BEWARE AGGRESSIVE X MANIPULATIVE X BE ASSERTIVE

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BAGH NARAYAN - SRK 

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SAH SAH SAH - FOREBEAR

PHOSS KORA 

BAGH NARAYAN 

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MAAN HOOSH - MANUSH - SELF DIGNITY - SRK 

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The clouds, the trees, the ants, the wind, the moon, the shadows, the sun-drenched coin you passed on the road—all are whispering to you in the foreign tongue of wonder. You used to be fluent before you knew these things had names. We confuse knowing the name with knowing them. We don't know them. We can never fully know them. But we can drop the pretense that we do.

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DUKKHA - BODY X OTHERS X NATR 3 TYPES

 SHAHO SHAHO SHAHO 

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JE SHAHE SE RAHE 

JE NA SAHE , TAR NASH HOY 

SRK

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MONE RAKHIYO TOMAKEO ONEKE SAHYA KARE 

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SAHYA KARO - DO NOT REACT 

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MA SARDA = KATHA DIYE KAO KE AGHAT KORO NA 

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SRK NEXT LEVEL PHOSS KORO

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ADHIBHOUTIK X OTHER PPL X OTHR PPL ARE HELL

SPRTUALTY X ALL ABT 2ND EMO ARROW

LARGEST PRIME NO X STORM DANA X BHITARKANIKA ORISSA

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A relative newcomer to the Great Internet Mersenne Prime Search (GIMPS) has broken a six-year drought in the search for the next prime oasis in a desert of boring ol' composite numbers.

At an insane 41,024,320 decimal digits in length, writing the entire number would take months to write in full. To keep things brief – if a little harder to appreciate – it is 1 fewer than the result of the number 2 raised to the power of 136,279,841. Or, to use its official title, it's called M136279841.

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TREE DTH IN CYCLONE X TIME ACCEL DTH TAD

CYCLONE DANA X BORN IN THE FLOOD X JALAMAGNA JANMALAGNA

ISLE OF SKYE X KRSNA LIVED 108 YRS X NILESH OAK X HARIVAMSA

“We can complain because rose bushes have thorns, or rejoice because thorn bushes have roses.”

UAO UNCONDL ACCEPTANCE OF OTHERS

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MAKING OWN SELF LESS DISTURBABLE

RWN EXTN CRSS 40K OVRSPNT

PETER O TOOLE When did I realize I was God? Well, I was praying and I suddenly realized I was talking to myself.

M TWAIN When we remember we are all mad, the mysteries disappear and life stands explained.

Chaos is the score upon which reality is written. Henry Miller

TRANSPARENCY X LIVE STREAMING MEETINGS XB

SUNDAR VIMANA X UESLA X ANTGRAVITY TACE SHIPS

UESLA FALLOUT WTH KP NORGAN AND FDISON

MOST LYF IS JUST TRANSACTIONAL

NO GOOD DEED GOES UNPUNISHED

UESLA RSRCH - UESLA ELECTRIFIED WRLD WITH AC V FDISON DC

CELGIAN WAVE NOV 1989 X LIVING IN AN INFLAMED STATE

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What causes this? It is in part, Tim suspects, because these chemicals have an effect on your brain. You drink something sweet, and it expects a surge of energy from sugar. Everything in our evolution primes you for it. When it doesn’t come—when your brain realizes it’s been tricked—it responds by making you more hungry, to give it that fresh surge of energy it was expecting, and so “you suddenly want cake.” Susan’s groundbreaking studies have led her to believe that the presence of artificial sweeteners in our diets might be one of the big drivers of the obesity crisis

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CDS RESEARCH X CONSCIOUSNESS RESEARCH X HPOC RESEARCH X POST MATTER RESEARCH X PNR

BLUE WJALES GULP KRILL X DO KRILLS HAVE CONSC X BIOLOGY V PNR EVIDENCE ?

QETROL X FLOATING STORAGE X 700 OIL TANKERS AROUND WORLD

SURYA NMSKR X SHELDRAKE X EATING THE SUN X NPLN

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DTH

In the cremation, her water evaporated. Her carbon and nitrogen combined with oxygen to make gaseous carbon dioxide and nitrogen dioxide, which floated skyward and mingled with the air. Most of her calcium and phosphorous baked into a reddish brown residue and scattered in soil and in wind.

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But then we see that every atom belonging to her — or, rather, temporarily borrowed by her — truly does belong to everything and everyone, just as you and I are now inhaling the same oxygen atoms that once inflated Walt Whitman’s lungs with the lust for life:

Released from their temporary confinement, her atoms slowly spread out and diffused through the atmosphere. In sixty days’ time, they could be found in every handful of air on the planet. In one hundred days, some of her atoms, the vaporous water, had condensed into liquid and returned to the surface as rain, to be drunk and ingested by animals and plants. Some of her atoms were absorbed by light-utilizing organisms and transformed into tissues and tubules and leaves. Some were breathed in by oxygen creatures, incorporated into organs and bone.

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QOI X QNG

 SAGAN 

“I grew up in Brooklyn, New York, and I was a street kid. There was one aspect of that environment that, for some reason, struck me as different, and that was the stars. … I could tell they were lights in the sky, but that wasn’t an explanation. I mean, what were they? Little electric bulbs on long black wires, so you couldn’t see what they were held up by? What were they? … My mother said to me, “Look, we’ve just got you a library card … get out a book and find the answer.” … It was in there. It was stunning. The answer was that the Sun was a star, except very far away. … The dazzling idea of a universe vast beyond imagining swept over me. … I sensed awe.”

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AUTONOMOUS DRONE SWARM TECH

21 YRS BCKS OHS SERVICE

SCIENCE OF STRATEGY X GAME THEORY

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DIAL UP 2000

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OCTOBER THEORY X PATA JHORA X LET GO X LEAF BECOMES MUD WHICH NOURISHES TREE X TNH

Life is a succession of lessons which must be lived to be understood. Helen Keller

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EGYPT 

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KAAL GYAN SCANNING PROCESS

RD BK WHY WE FIGHT

SELECTION BIAS X ABRAHAM WALD LINE

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NAM ROOP WILL DISSOLVE AT DTH X NRWD

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VK 

MA SRSWTI a lib tlovakia moved ?

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FOGBOW 

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A ANYTHING TEMPORARY IS UNREAL

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DTH 

Even if we understand that dying is the token of our existential luckiness, even if we understand that we are borrowed stardust, bound to be returned to the universe that made it — a universe itself slouching toward nothingness as its stars are slowly burning out their energy to leave a cold austere darkness of pure spacetime — this understanding blurs into an anxious disembodied abstraction as the body slouches toward dissolution. Animated by electrical impulses and temporal interactions of matter, our finite minds simply cannot grasp a timeless and infinite inanimacy — a void beyond being.

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TIME ACCEL DTH

DMHC “You miss 100% of the shots you don't take" - Wayne Gretzky

NERO NAMATA

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Some parts of the movie are true. The impossible parts

TA. Lyf is lyfing. In being. Empty fullness

DATA INDL COMPLEX

ART IS PURE PLEASURE

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DMHC X HS EXTN CRSS X END OF UETHER

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cyanobacteria 

Cyanobacteria still play an essential role in modern coral reef ecosystems by forming a major component of epiphytic, epilithic, and endolithic communities as well as of microbial mats. Cyanobacteria are grazed by reef organisms and also provide nitrogen to the coral reef ecosystems through nitrogen fixation.

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cyanobacteria 

Pulling in carbon dioxide, breaking water molecules apart with the power of light, splicing the elements to build living material, and releasing oxygen gas in tiny puffs, they slowly transformed the atmosphere, and the planet along with it, until Earth could power the organic engines of animal life—muscles, nervous systems, brains

DTH - BDNWAM X GN TO SLEEP X CHITTA VRITTI NIRODH X SANSKARA ERASURE

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NAM ROOP X SHABDA ARTHA 

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"Mistakes are the best teachers. One does not learn from success. It is desirable to learn vicariously from other people's failures, but it gets much more firmly seared in when they are your own." ~ Mohnish Pabrai

As of recent estimates, there are over 1.4 billion cars on the road worldwide.

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N GRMNY 

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SRM 

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RELNSHIP TRAUMA 

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As of recent estimates, there are around 23,000 commercial aircraft in operation worldwide

There are over 3,500 species of mosquitoes worldwide

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As of now, there are over 3,400 national parks around the world. x National parks and protected areas cover about 15% of the Earth's land surface

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AB ego death, where the sense of being profoundly unique or a special case diminished.

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The matter and energy that makes up my body, my brain, and the brain activity that results in my mind will all stop. That energy will get transferred to other stuff, and the matter my body is composed of will decompose. It’ll get broken down into simpler forms, and it will get recycled into new stuff.

I will simply… stop. We don’t go on forever, much as we may wish we could.

[Yes, physics folks, I am aware that none of “my” particles will actually lose all of their energy. I’m not claiming my body will freeze to absolute zero, and you didn’t think I was saying otherwise.]

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TA

‘God’ doesn’t want ‘every self’ to attain Moksha, because there is no separate ‘God’ and separate ‘selves.’ There is only God, One, Being. Separate entities are the illusion. Separate ‘selves’ who can, or need to, attain anything - liberation, moksha, enlightenment, or any change whatsoever from What already Is - is the illusion.

You already know this!

Everything in this apparent universe is exactly as it should be - the beauty and the ugly, the pain and pleasure, the apparent experiences of Moksha and the 99.99% who never approach that. All the apparent ‘drops’ that make up Ocean, because ‘separate drops’ is only a concept. None of these illusory drops needs to attain anything, because there is only Ocean and ‘they’ are all already wet!

The beauty of the Universe is What Is…not what needs ‘attaining’ later, in the non-existent ‘future.’

This is it!

You already know that is true. Stop devising frivolous questions that seem to mislead from that which you know is true!

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AB SILENCE RETREAT X TRANSIENT NATURE OF EMOTIONS

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DTH

And then, as a faint smile washes across her face, she does die. Lightman writes:

At that moment, there were 3,​147,​740,​103,​497,​276,​498,​750,​208,​327 atoms in her body. Of her total mass, 63.7 percent was oxygen, 21.0 percent carbon, 10.1 percent hydrogen, 2.6 percent nitrogen, 1.4 percent calcium, 1.1 percent phosphorous, plus a smattering of the ninety-odd other chemical elements created in stars.

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